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They Are Not My Disciples

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 20, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Christianity, Church, Disciple, God, Jesus, John the Baptist, Leadership, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Worship, Writing. Leave a comment

The next day John was there again with two of his disciples. When he saw Jesus passing by, he said, “Look, the Lamb of God!”

When the two disciples heard him say this, they followed Jesus. Turning around, Jesus saw them following and asked, “What do you want?”

They said, “Rabbi” (which means Teacher), “where are you staying?”

“Come,” he replied, “and you will see.”­ – John 1:35-39

Two items bother me about this passage. One, the disciple-making process is a catch and release program. And two, it takes a bit of faith.

But let’s back up. For four hundred years, there has not been a prophet in Israel. Then John shows up, and he’s pretty weird. While wearing camel skins, eating locust legs and living in the desert, John stirs up trouble by calling the religious leaders to repent. Naturally, this behavior draws not only the ire of the religious, but also a crowd and a few disciples.

But John knows his place. John knows that he is God’s instrument to point the way to the Christ, but he is not the Christ. John knows he is not the Word, but his words reveal Jesus. This, of course, begs the question, “Do my words reveal Jesus, the Lamb of God, who came to take away the sins of the world?” Not always, but I’m getting off my point.

John knew how to make disciples, and he knew they weren’t his to keep. A wise friend of mine said that Christian discipleship does not come when a person receives salvation. Rather, discipleship comes when you make a friend and take them with you on your journey with Christ. Furthermore, it continues when you let them go to walk with Jesus on their own.

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Favoring Myself

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 14, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Catholic, Christian Spirituality, Church, Faith, God, James, Jesus, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 1 Comment

“My dear brothers and sisters, how can you claim to have faith in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ if you favor some people over others?” James 2:1

I attended a Sunday school class a while back where they studied James 2. Yes, the entire chapter. I don’t know why or how they talked about the whole chapter, because I had trouble getting past the first verse before I felt convicted.

Most of that conviction came as I felt God reminding me of the way I treat certain people. It seems I’m a master at showing favoritism. How easy it is to favor those who favor me, approve of my ministry or writing and have a similar sense of humor. And I’m always in favor of those who know me best and still, for some unknown reason, choose to not only love me, but also like me.

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Jesus the Prodigal

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 8, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Christian Spirituality, Church, Confession, Faith, God, Jesus, Luke, Prodigal Son, Scripture, Spirituality. 3 Comments

“The younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. . .” Luke 15:11-24

Rembrandt: Return of the Prodigal Son

When I first studied this passage back in Bible College, it was easy for me to identify the younger son as those people who have taken their God-given gifts and talents and squandered them for their own selfish reasons. I saw them as the heathens among us who didn’t know that God is waiting to welcome them home.

After some reflection (and a few years of maturity), I began to see myself as the prodigal son – wasteful with my own God-given gifts, lavish in my pride, and extravagant in the ways I used my words, even to the point of hurting others. Yes, in many ways I was like the prodigal son.

Seeing myself (and others) as a type of prodigal son is easy. We’re all selfish sinners bent on having our own way at the expense of those who love us. What bothers me (and may bother you) is to consider this: Jesus is the true Prodigal Son.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Genesis 6:22

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 31, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Catholic, Christianity, Church, Faith, God, Jesus, Noah, Religion, Spirituality, Worship. 5 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

I Want To Do It All

“So Noah did everything exactly as God had commanded him” – Genesis 6:22

I stumbled upon this verse while I was writing a study on Hebrews 11. Verse 7 says that Noah “obeyed God . . . and received the righteousness that comes by faith” (NLT). The Genesis account says he did everything God commanded him. It seems that Noah, even if he did have a soft spot for a nice Merlot, was still a righteous man.

This got me thinking. I wonder if anyone will quote Genesis 6:22 about me at my funeral.  “Jim did all that God commanded him.” It would also be a nice inscription to have on my gravestone. Part of me doubts this could ever be true,  that I’ll never attain such a life of faith, for I’m well aware of my past (and current) tendencies toward sin and selfishness.

However, I will make a vital mistake if I equate faithfulness with moral perfection (and the abstinence of wine?). In order to understand there’s a difference between righteousness and moral perfection, I simply need to read the rest of Hebrews 11.  Drunkenness, deception, fits of anger, impatience, doubt, childish jealousy, paganism, adultery, murder, and pride were all traits of the people portrayed in the eleventh chapter. Still, they were all God-pleasing people because of their faith.

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Only The Blood

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 25, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Blood, Brothers and Sisters of Charity, Catholic, Christianity, Ecumenism, Faith, God, John Michael Talbot, Salvation, Spirituality. 4 Comments

For four years I was an Assemblies of God monk with the Brothers And Sisters of Charity.  The following is from my book called Taking Off My Comfortable Clothes, which will be available in August! This is from the chapter called We Couldn’t Exhaust Our Common Jesus (Ecumenism).

For the majority of the time I was a protestant monk living at the Little Portion in Eureka Springs, AR, I was also the only non-Catholic, but I knew this would be the case before I moved there from Southern California. There were many points of disagreement in our traditions and theologies, but on this one item we always agreed: We could not exhaust the topic of our common love for Jesus.

From the beginning of the community, the vision of founder John Michael Talbot’ involved the inclusion of many different people — celibate and single men and women, families, and non-Catholics. The community describes itself as being a Catholic-based, ecumenical community, and for four years, I was the primary ecumenical expression of the order.

Because of this, I was often the “go to” person when non-Catholic guests arrived. Since the community is located about ten miles from Eureka Springs, AR (a vibrant tourist destination that is the home of the Great Passion Play), and 60 miles southwest of Branson, MO, we would often have visitors who were either fans of John Michael, or curious about our community, or both. If these visitors happened to be non-Catholics, then the call usually went out, “Find Brother Jim.” Besides John Michael, I was the only one at the community who was bi-lingual; I spoke both Protestant and Catholic.

One day, two couples showed up at the community, one Baptist and the other Mennonite. I was in the library when one of the sisters came in and said, “Brother Jim, some Baptist people are here.” By this time, I had been at the community long enough to know what questions they might ask, and they did not disappoint me.

The two couples were sitting in the dinning commons when I walked in and introduced myself. After a few niceties, one of the men cut to the chase and said, “Aren’t Catholics mostly work-oriented? I mean, don’t they believe that they are saved through works?”

I said, “Have you ever asked a Catholic what they did to ‘get saved’?”

“No,” he said.

“Well, let’s ask one. We’ll ask the first person who comes into the room. How does that sound?”

They thought that was a good idea.

About one minute later, Sister Betsy walked into the dinning commons. Sister Betsy is from Cut Off, Louisiana, which is WAY down in the bayou. (This is not pertinent to the story, but she is the only person I know from there, so I wanted to include it.) I called her over and said,

“Sister Betsy, what did you do to get saved?”

“Do?” she replied. “You don’t ‘do’ anything to get saved. You believe in Jesus as your Savior.”

“Thanks,” I said, and she continued on her way.

After Sister Betsy was gone, one of the men said, “That sounds like a Baptist answer,” and we all laughed.

I said, “If you think that was a fluke, let’s try it again.”

Shortly afterwards, Sister Lanette came into the room (She was from Brooklyn, just to give her equal time). I said, “Sister Lanette, what did you do to get saved?”

She said, “I didn’t ‘do’ anything. It is faith in Jesus and His finished work on the cross that saves us.”

“Then your Master’s degree from Union Theological Seminary didn’t save you?”

“No,” she laughed, “that almost hurt me!”

“What about communion? Does taking communion save you?” I asked.

“No. Only faith in the blood of Jesus saves us,” she said.

I turned to our guests, who didn’t know what to say after that, and explained, “I’ve discovered that most non-Catholics get their information about the Catholic Church from two sources: Television, and Catholics who do not understand their own faith. If you were to study the Catholic Church’s own writings, you will discover that it teaches there is no salvation outside of Jesus.”

Before I moved to the Little Portion, John Michael suggested I read the book Catholic and Christian by Alan Schreck. In this book, Schreck says, “The Catholic Church does not teach and has never taught that a person may be ‘saved’ (reconciled to God and brought to eternal life with him) by anyone other than Jesus Christ. No one is saved by Buddha, Mohammed, or the leaders or gods of any other religions. Nor, I might add, do Catholics believe that anyone is saved by the Pope, Mary, the saints, or any other member of the church. Jesus alone is the savior of man: ‘. . . there is salvation in no one else for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved’ (Acts 4:12)” (Alan Schreck, Catholic and Christian: An Explanation of Commonly Misunderstood Catholic Beliefs (Ann Arbor: Mich.: Servant, 1984), p. 18).

I quote that at length so you may understand how I could disagree with the minor differences I have with the Catholic Church, while at the same time living at peace with the Catholic members of the community.

Previously posted Oct. ’08

Scriptures That Bother Me — Genesis 24:14

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 18, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Abraham, Cash, Catholic, Christianity, Genesis, God, Inheritance, Jesus, Money, Rejoice, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality. 3 Comments

Ready To Rejoice

This is how I will know you have shown unfailing love to my master – Genesis 24:14 (NLT)

A friend called the other day to tell me his grandmother died. I didn’t know the grandmother very well, but I did know she was “comfortable” in a financial way. Although I was sad for my friend, it also occurred to me that he might see a significant inheritance, and I was surprised my reaction was, “Why him? Why can’t I get something from someone?” Yes, I was disappointed in myself, but being the self-professed good Christian man that I am, I put aside my bad feelings and convinced myself they weren’t there.

But God knew better.

Two days later, I’m reading in Genesis as part of a “Read the Bible Through in a Year” program we’re doing at the church where I’m the self-professed good Christian pastor. When I got to the above verse, my reaction to my friend’s potential blessing came flooding back. God wasn’t finished with me. (As a side note: have you ever noticed some of the programs we use to enhance our spirituality, like Bible reading programs, God uses to fix our spirituality?)

What bothered me about the story was the way Abraham’s servant (probably Eliezer from Genesis 15:2) wasn’t looking for God’s blessings in his own life, but in the life of his master. Abraham sent Eliezer on a difficult mission – to find a wife for Isaac among Abraham’s  family in the east. When Eliezer gets to Abraham’s homestead, he makes a convoluted prayer about camels and drinking water in order to find just the right wife for Isaac. And when it works, Eliezer rejoices that God has shown “unfailing love to my master.” At that point, the Holy Spirit slapped me in the head.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — John 13:5

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 15, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Calvary, Catholic, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Dying, Faith, God, Jesus, Spirit. 5 Comments

The Focus of Jesus

[Jesus] poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet (John 13:5).

It is the last night Jesus is on earth with His disciples. Knowing that a brutal scourging and the excruciating (from two Greek words meaning “out of the cross”) pain of a Roman crucifixion was waiting for Him, Jesus disrobes, wraps a towel around His waist and washes His disciples’ feet.

If it were my last night on earth, I’d want people to gather around me and tell me how great a guy I am and what a significant impact I made on their life.

Jesus washed feet.

I’d want my family and friends kneeling at my bedside, crying big tears while they sobbed and choked and blubbered about how their life just wasn’t going to be the same without me on earth.

Jesus washed feet.

I’d be looking back over my life, counting and calculating my works and the impact I’d made in people’s lives. I’d be wondering if I could have done more. I’d be worried that maybe God is going to tell me all the different ways I could have obeyed Him better and brought more people into the Kingdom. In other words, I’d be thinking big about Jim and little about others.

Jesus washed feet.

Knowing He had only a few hours left on the earth, Jesus spent a majority of them teaching others what they needed to know to live a life for God. Where Jim would be worried about Jim’s needs at the end of his life, Jesus focuses on the needs of others.

I’ve been wondering just what it would take to respond like Jesus if I knew I was going to die tomorrow. Continue Reading

Scriptures That Bother Me — John 6:13

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 9, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Bread, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, Fish, God, Jesus, Miracles, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Talent, Time, Treasure. 1 Comment

Nothing Is Wasted

“After everyone was full, Jesus told his disciples, ‘Now gather the leftovers, so that nothing is wasted.’ So they picked up the pieces and filled twelve baskets with scraps left by the people” – John 6:13 (NLT)

In this very familiar passage – the only miracle that is mentioned in all four Gospels – Jesus fed 5,000 men, plus women and children, with five small, flat cakes of barley (the cheapest of grains) and two small fish (probably pickled fish served as hors d’oeuvres). After everyone had enough to eat, Jesus instructed the disciples to gather the leftovers, filling twelve large baskets, “so that nothing is wasted.”

This story is a great picture of our God who not only provides but also over-provides, and by doing so teaches us not to waste the over-the-top supply. This passage challenges me to ask, “What am I doing with my extras?” Specifically, what am I doing with my extra time, treasure and touch? And every person I know has extras in at least one of the areas, if not all.

Time – What do I do with my extra hours? Do I spend it working more so I can earn more? Do I use my extra time to watch more television? After the people ate and were satisfied, Jesus likely distributed the extra for the blessing of many. On the other hand, I like to picture twelve grown men marching behind a young boy and delivering the baskets to his family in Capernaum. Jesus produced the over-abundance but He shared the results. Am I using the blessing of my extra time to be a blessing to others, or am I finding extraordinary ways to waste it on myself?

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Who Owns Your Thoughts?

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 8, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Apostle Paul, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Faith, God, Jesus, Mind of Christ, Oswald Chambers, possessions. Leave a comment

“Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man’s life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions.” Luke 12:15

I must admit that when I read this sentence, the first thing that comes to mind when I think about possessions is my “stuff.” And I’d be correct. Jesus said this in reply to two brothers who were having a not-so-friendly family argument over an inheritance. He then went on to tell a parable about a rich man who built bigger barns to hold his crop, only to die and leave everything he had hoarded to someone else.

But I want to extend to you the possibility that not only is the property we own to be held lightly, but so are our thoughts.  Every one of us tends to be as jealous over the control of our thoughts and ideas as we are of our possessions. I know I am. I’m usually of the opinion that if I have a thought, it is probably a good one and therefore worth keeping. This is especially true when an editor wants me to change a sentence in an article, or worse, eliminate something! I want to say, “This is my BABY! This is good stuff and inspired by the Holy Spirit, and now you want to edit God’s inspiration?!?” But they are usually right, which is why I hire them in the first place. The bigger problem starts, however, when the thoughts I hold come into disagreement with the thoughts of God.

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Which Way Is God?

Posted by Jim Thornber on February 26, 2010
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Catholic, Christianity, Faith, God, Jesus, Job, Plato, prayer, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality. 7 Comments

“But if I go to the east, he is not there; if I go to the west, I dot not find him. When he is at work in the north, I do not see him; when he turns to the south, I catch no glimpse of him.” – Job 23:8-9

This passage in Job shows us there are times when, no matter which direction we go, we cannot find God or understand what He is doing. For some reason, there are times when He chooses to be elusive, evasive and evanescent. He answers to no one and refuses to ask permission to be Himself. Search for Him all you want, but if He chooses to hide Himself, there is no way to find Him.

At other times, no matter which way we go to get away from God, He is there (Ps. 139:7-10). Even in my darkest moments, I find God is with me, for darkness is as light to Him (Ps. 139: 12). Or, as Plato is quoted saying, “Light is the shadow of God.” God is everywhere, and there is no way to escape Him.

What challenges me is the fact that I cannot pin God down. If I try to flee from God, He pursues me. If I try to find Him, He remains hidden. Continue Reading

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