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Scriptures That Bother Me — Matthew 14:14

Posted by Jim Thornber on June 15, 2009
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“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Not Bothered About Being Bothered

When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them and healed their sick. Matthew 14:14

Here’s the scene. Jesus has just heard that Herod, in a warped sense of duty, has presented the recently severed head of John the Baptist as a birthday present to his stepdaughter, who is also his niece, because his new wife, his brother’s ex, didn’t like John. Yes, it’s complicated. Anyway, upon hearing the news, Jesus took a boat to what He hoped would be a solitary place. However, His hoped-for solitary place was now full of people and, having compassion on them, He healed their sick. Furthermore, if you keep reading, He also performed the miracle we call “Feeding the Five Thousand.”

Okay, here’s that part that bothers me: Jesus wasn’t bothered about being bothered.

Maybe it’s just me, but I know if I had recently found out that a drunken, immoral, quasi-religious dictator had beheaded my cousin, I would want to go away and find a quiet, solitary place to pray and cry and shout out my pain to God. And once getting there, the last thing I’d want to do is minister to a bunch of people who are more interested in themselves than in my pain.

But Jesus doesn’t do that. Instead, He has compassion on them.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Job 23:10

Posted by Jim Thornber on June 8, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, God, Gold, Jesus, Job, Religion, Scripture, Writing. 22 Comments

Pure As Gold

“But he knows the way I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold” – Job 23:10

goldThe book of Job bothers most people because it never really addresses the issue of why people suffer. However, Job bothers me because it show us that God is more interested in our faith and the final, gold-like qualities of our life than He is in our comfort and pleasure.

God wants us all to come forth as gold. But why gold? Probably because it is such an interesting metal. 1.02 ounces of gold can be drawn into a wire 62 miles long. It conducts electricity, shields from heat and, because of its ability to reflect infrared light, it is used to control the temperature on satellites. NASA coats the visors of space suits with gold to afford them protection from the rays of the sun.

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An Audience of One

Posted by Jim Thornber on June 4, 2009
Posted in: Religion. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Guitar, Jesus, Music, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 6 Comments

For four years I was an Assemblies of God minister and a monk with the Brothers and Sisters of Charity. The following is an excerpt from a yet-to-be-released book about my experiences.  This excerpt is from my chapter, When God Alone is Enough (Isolation). Previously posted in Jan. ’09.

guitarMany times throughout the year, men and women would spend a week at the community to see if the monastic lifestyle was something they felt called to embrace. One time a young man came to the community who played the guitar. That wasn’t unusual. We had many guitar players visit the community, often because they were attracted to John Michael‘s music. What was unusual was what John said about this young man. John and I were discussing the possibility that he might join the community, and John observed, “He is one of the best guitar players I’ve seen, but I cannot tell him that.” Some egos are better left unwatered until the proper time.

Later that week this man and I had a conversation. He was going on and on about how he wanted to use his guitar playing as a ministry, and I remembered what John had said about his talent.

“How do you feel about playing just for God?” I asked.

“What do you mean?” he said.

“Are you content to just sit in a room and play for God with nobody else listening?” I said.

“But I want to play for people,” he said.

“Until God alone is a big enough audience,” I said, “then you aren’t ready to play for people.”

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Matthew 16:18

Posted by Jim Thornber on June 1, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Apostle Paul, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Ephesians 6, Faith, Gates of Hell, God, Jesus, monasticism, Neil Cole, Religion, Scripture, The Organic Church, Writing. Leave a comment

I’ve Never Seen an Offensive Gate

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“And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it” (Matthew 16:18).

I was reading Neil Cole’s book The Organic Church yesterday, and he said something that really bothered me. He quoted Matthew 16:18 and reminded us that gates are defensive items, not offensive items. “Police don’t pack loaded gates. Terrorists don’t hold victims at ‘gate point.’ We don’t send weapons inspectors overseas to discover ‘gates of mass destruction.’” His point is that the Church Jesus builds is to be on the offensive, not the defensive. We’ve nothing to fear about the gates of Hell. Rather, it is the gates and strongholds of Hell that should fear the Church of Jesus Christ.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Hebrews 11:16

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 26, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Job, monasticism, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 2 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

The God Of Jim

“Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.” – Hebrews 11:16

This verse makes me wonder if God thinks the same way about me. Is God ever ashamed to be called my God? Would He ever refer to Himself as “The God of Jim?” Would he ever point to me, as he did to Job, and ask Satan, “Have you considered my servant, Jim?” (Part of me really hopes that conversation never takes place. I’m quite allergic to boils). Would God ever address other Christians and say, “I am not ashamed to be known as the God of Jim. He is a faithful man, and to his credit I declare him righteous”? Continue Reading

Scriptures That Bother Me — Hebrews 11:8

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 22, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Abraham, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, monasticism, Religion, Savior, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 7 Comments

What Is That Ringing In My Ears?

By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going. Hebrews 11:8

Abraham’s patient obedience is starting to irk me. He did not own any land, nor had he personally received any as an inheritance, and lived as a tent dwelling nomad, moving from place to place. He waited twenty-five years to see the son God promised him, and never really possessed the land God said his children would inherit.

I keep wondering how Abraham could remain so patient in his obedience. We live in a society that grows impatient if it takes too long for the coffee to brew in the morning, much less wait four hundred years for escrow to close on our new property! Still, Abraham went to Canaan possessing nothing but faith. He didn’t know where he was going, didn’t have a house when he arrived, didn’t own any land to build upon and didn’t know anybody who lived there.

Abraham “when called . . . obeyed and went” (vs. 8).  The phrase “when called” translated an action indicating a quick response. In other words, while the call of God was still ringing in his ears, Abraham was packing his bags and moving west.

When was the last time I obeyed the word of God while the sound of His instruction was still ringing in my ears?  Continue Reading

Scriptures That Bother Me — Revelation 4:6, 8

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 20, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, monasticism, Religion, Revelation, Scripture, Spirituality, Worship, Writing. 6 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Heavenly Songs, Earthly Noise

“In the center, around the throne, were four living creatures. . . . Day and night they never stop saying: Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come.” – Revelation 4:6, 8

In chapter 4 of Revelation, the Apostle John has a vision of the throne in heaven. He sees one sitting on the throne with the “appearance of jasper and carnelian. A rainbow, resembling and emerald, encircled the throne” (vs.3). I’m not exactly sure what jasper and carnelian look like (they are colorful types of quartz), and I’m not sure how to envision a rainbow that looks like an emerald, but I think that is the point. Our minds cannot comprehend the beauty and magnificence of the throne while we remain on the earth side of heaven. But then, who is to say we’ll be able to wrap our minds around it when we finally see it?

However, that is not what bothers me. What bothers me is the day and night singing of the cherubim.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Ecclesiastes 9:10

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 14, 2009
Posted in: Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, monasticism, Religion, Savior, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 2 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

The Hazards of Coasting

“Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might” – Ecclesiastes 9:10

As I was sitting in my study wondering what I wanted to read, I randomly opened my Bible and looked at the first underlined verse that caught my eye, and “Whatever you hand finds to do, do it with all your might” jumped off the page. My first thought after reading that was, “I wonder how many times I’ve actually used all my might to do the work at hand, and how many times I’ve just coasted?”

There are certain things I can do without giving it much thought. Although taking out the trash and making the coffee come to mind, I was actually thinking more about certain areas of ministry. I began to wonder: How many times have I entered a ministry situation without proper preparation, only to find myself not only coasting on my familiarity with the subject, but also coming up short? This happened recently at a Friday night fellowship I started.

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A Community of Two

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 12, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Brothers and Sisters of Charity, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Community Living, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Little Portion, monasticism, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. Leave a comment

For four years I was an Assemblies of God minister and a monk with the Brothers and Sisters of Charity at the Little Portion Hermitage. This is an excerpt from my unreleased book, Taking Off My Comfortable Clothes.

A Community Of Two

After I left the Little Portion, many people have asked me why I went there in the first place. Shortly after leaving, my typical answer was, “God wanted to make me a holy man in His sight.” This is true, but that is also God’s agenda in every person’s life. After Barbara and I started dating and I began seriously thinking about marrying her, I started to see another reason for my time at the community—God wanted to work on certain areas of my life so they would not be a burden to my future wife. The Lord wanted to rid me of as much of my selfishness as possible, because if He was going to entrust me with His daughter, I needed to be in the right spiritual shape in order to treat her as God intended. My time at the Little Portion helped me do that, and it was a girlfriend from high school who showed me that I’d changed.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Luke 5:1-11

Posted by Jim Thornber on May 8, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Faith, God, Jesus, monasticism, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 6 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” – Mark Twain

Jesus is Looking at ME!

Luke 5:1-11

I’ve been thinking about this passage for some time now. Jesus has finished teaching and decides to bless Simon, the owner of the boat He’s been using as a platform. Simon puts up a bit of an argument with the Lord but obeys in the end (Simon argues and finally obeys. This is not my point, but it does sound a bit like me!). The result is a tremendous catch of fish that almost swamps his boat – and this after a night in which Simon and his buddies caught nothing.

It is Peter’s response to this is tremendous catch of fish that I find disturbing. “Oh, Lord, please leave me – I’m too much of a sinner to be around you” (NLT). At first, I thought Peter said this because he had never been around a miracle or the power of God before, but this is not true. In Luke 4 Jesus healed Simon’s mother-in-law, and prior to that, Jesus cast a demon out of a man, and Simon was more than likely a witness to that miracle, too. Simon was accustomed to seeing the power of God, but still I wondered, Why did Simon react so strangely when God’s power was focused upon him?

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