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Scriptures That Bother Me — Nehemiah 1:5-6

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 13, 2009
Posted in: Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Mark Twain, monasticism, Monk, Religion, Savior, Spirituality, Worship, Writing. 4 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Nehemiah’s Prayer

“O LORD, God of heaven…listen to my prayer! Look down and see me praying night and day for your people Israel” – Nehemiah 1:5-6

I read six verses into the book of Nehemiah the other day and couldn’t continue. What struck me were Nehemiah’s passion and purpose, and the fact that both produced in him a prayer that continued night and day.

I’m lucky to find something to pray about that will last me fifteen minutes, much less day and night.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — James 2:1

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 10, 2009
Posted in: Publishing, Religion, Writing. Tagged: Apostle Paul, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, James, Jesus, Luke, Mark Twain, monasticism, Monk, Philippians, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 4 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Favoring Myself

“My dear brothers and sisters, how can you claim to have faith in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ if you favor some people over others?” James 2:1

Yesterday in Sunday school, we studied James 2. Yes, the entire chapter. I don’t know why we talked about the whole chapter, because I had trouble getting past the first verse before I felt convicted.

Most of that conviction came as I felt God reminding me of the way I treat certain people. It seems I’m a master at showing favoritism. How easy it is to favor those who favor me, approve of my ministry or writing and have a similar sense of humor. And I’m always in favor of those who know me best and still, for some unknown reason, choose to not only love me, but also like me.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Exodus 20:7

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 6, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Exodus, Faith, God, Jesus, Matthew 6:9, Monk, prayer, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Ten Commandments, Vain Repitition, Writing. 12 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Praying The Lord’s Name In Vain

Ex. 20:7-“You must not misuse the name of the LORD your God. The LORD will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name” (NLT).

Just for the fun of it, I’ve been reading the Pentateuch, the first five books of the Old Covenant. I’ve been in Exodus the past few days, zooming right along and having a good time, right up until I got to Ex. 20:7, the third of the Ten Commandments. This one stopped me in my tracks. Like many of us, I’ve memorized this verse from the King James Version, which says, “Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain.” This commandment extends the idea of the second commandment, for just as God forbids us to show disrespect to Him by making a god out of something that is not God, it is also a disgrace to use His Name for no legitimate or valid reason.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Genesis 15:12-16

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 5, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Writing. Tagged: Abraham, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Detours, Ecumenism, Ezekiel 33:11, Faith, Genesis, God, Jesus, monasticism, Monk, Philippians 1:6, Psalms 139, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 5 Comments

God Factors In Our Detours

“As the sun was setting, Abram fell into a deep sleep, and a thick and dreadful darkness came over him. Then the Lord said to him, ‘Know for certain that your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own, and they will be enslaved and mistreated four hundred years… In the fourth generation your descendants will come back here, for the sin of the Amorites has not yet reached its full measure'”. Genesis 15:12-16

God confuses me. I’ve been reading the book of Genesis, and His whole treatment of Abraham seems like a bundle of contradictions.

First, God told Abraham he would make him into a great nation (Gen. 12:2), and then He withheld the birth of Isaac for twenty-five years. Then God told Abraham to “look north and south, east and west. All the land that you see I will give to you and your offspring forever” (Gen. 13:14-15), while in chapter 15 God tells Abraham his descendants would live as slaves in Egypt for four hundred years before they would come back and possess the land. I’ve discovered that reading the Bible is a bit like reading a spy novel; you really don’t know how all the pieces fit together until you’ve read the last chapter. Of course, the same thing could be about my life. I won’t really know how all the parts fit together until I’ve lived the final chapter.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — 1 John 3:2

Posted by Jim Thornber on April 2, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion, Writing. Tagged: 1 John, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Mark Twain, monasticism, Monk, Religion, Salvation, Savior, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 1 Comment

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

As He REALLY Is

Dear friends, we are already God’s children, but he has not yet shown us what we will be like when Christ appears. But we do know that we will be like him, for we will see him as he really is. 1 John 3:2 (NLT)

As soon as I read this verse, I knew why it bothered me. John says that when Christ appears, “we will see him as he really is.” Inherent in this phrase is the fact that right now I do NOT see Him as He really is. And how can I? How can my puny, finite eyes really see and understand the infinite reality of our God-become-man-become-Savior?

How do I see Jesus? Usually, I see Him as I’d like to see Him-friendly, forgiving, easy to get along with, gently prodding me along to become a better person but mostly agreeing with my hopes and ambitions. I like to focus upon His place as King (Zechariah 14:16) because it gives me hope and security, but don’t spend too much time on His position as Judge and Lawgiver (Isaiah 33:22). I don’t like thinking about the many ways I’ve broken His law, and I can’t help but think that the final review of my life will be a disappointment to Him. And to me.

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Romans 15:4

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 30, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Publishing, Spiritual Gifts, Writing. Tagged: Andy Stanley, Apostle Paul, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Mark Twain, monasticism, Monk, Oswald Chambers, Psalm 1, Religion, Romans, Salvation, Savior, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 4 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

Has Jesus Left The Room?

“Such things were written in the Scriptures long ago to teach us. And the Scriptures give us hope and encouragement as we wait patiently for God’s promises to be fulfilled.” – Romans 15:4

After writing “On Being Afraid Of Not Trying,” my mind wandered over to this verse in Romans. I’m still in the process of trying to balance the use of my gifts of teaching and writing with the potential results of those gifts (such as financial gain, personal recognition and a plethora of speaking engagements. . .). While contemplating just how patient I am as I wait “for God’s promises to be fulfilled,” I read this quote by Oswald Chambers: “Are you drawing your life from any other source than God Himself? If you are depending upon anything but Him, you will never know when He is gone.”

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Scriptures That Bother Me — Matthew 25:14-30

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 27, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Publishing, Spiritual Gifts, Writing. Tagged: Abraham, Assemblies of God, Catholic, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, God, Jesus, Joseph, Mark Twain, Matthew, monasticism, Monk, Parables, Religion, Salvation, Scripture, Spirituality, Talents, Writing. 9 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

On Being Afraid Of Not Trying

The Parable of the Talents — Matthew 25:14-30

Since I’m now of middle age and questionable wisdom, I’ve been spending some time wondering what I want to be when I grow up. I know that teaching Scripture is my true passion and my main gift from God. “What about writing?” you may ask. Writing has always been an avenue for me to teach Scripture, either verbally or through the printed or electronic media.

However, neither of those has ever been my primary source of financial income. I’ve always wanted to be on staff in a church where I could spend most of my time teaching. On the other hand, I’d also like travel to different churches and conferences and share my thoughts about God and His Word. Instead, with the exception of a brief six-month stint on a church staff, I’ve spent most of my working career in the building trades in one form or another. This brings me to the Parable of the Talents.

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Jesus: The Passover Lamb

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 26, 2009
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I don’t usually publish this type of post, but as we approach the season of Passover and Easter, I thought it would be good to take a closer look at Jesus, who is the Passover Lamb. Too often, we are amazed at the way Jesus fulfilled Scripture in what He said and did. However, we tend to forget that Jesus preexists the written Word. Jesus did not actually fulfill the requirements of Passover. Instead, God instituted the Passover to point the way to Jesus.

All the feasts listed in Leviticus 23 point to Jesus, who fulfills them in God’s perfect timing. Jesus fulfilled the first four feasts (Passover, Unleavened Bread, Firstfruits and the Feast of Weeks or Pentecost) in the last days of His life. Likewise, His second coming will fulfill the remaining feasts of Trumpets, Day of Atonement and Tabernacles. By taking a closer look at God’s instructions regarding Passover, we can see not only the historical elements of the feast, but also understand their spiritual applications.

1. Passover was the beginning of months (Ex. 12:2). Nisan is the first month of the religious calendar. Until the Exodus, Israel marked the New Year according to the agricultural or civil calendar, which began after the harvest in the fall. After the first Passover, Israel observed two new years, one agricultural and one religious. The religious New Year takes place in Nisan (March-April), while the civil New Year takes place in September-October, during Rosh Hashanah, which means ‘Head of the Year.’

When we accept the blood of Jesus into our lives as atonement for our sins, we begin a new covenant relationship with God. Passover is the first of the feasts, and our repentance from our sins and belief in the sacrifice of Jesus is the first step in our walk with God, marking a new beginning. Since Nisan is only the beginning of months in their religious life with God, it also shows that God has more in mind for us than simply our acceptance of His sacrificial Lamb.

2. The lamb was hidden for four days (Ex. 12:3, 6). God commanded Israel to take a lamb from their flock on the tenth day of Nisan and set it aside until the fourteenth day of Nisan. The Egyptians regarded lambs and kids as gods. Jewish sages explain that when the Egyptians saw their gods tethered outside the houses of the Jews and inquired, “What is the purpose of this?” The Jews explained they were preparing the animals for slaughter as an offering to the Lord God Almighty. In effect, they were saying, “Our One God is bigger than all your little gods, and we are going to sacrifice your gods to the One True God.” The Egyptians may have been furious at this, but miraculously they were not able to do a thing about it.

Jesus fulfilled this commandment of setting aside a lamb for four days during Passover by going to Jerusalem and entering the temple, the house of God, and appearing publicly for four days — from the tenth to the fourteenth of Nisan. Furthermore, 1 Peter 1:19-20 says that Jesus was a lamb without blemish or defect, who was “chosen before the creation of the world, but was revealed in these last times for your sake.”

3. The lamb was to be without blemish (Ex. 12:5). Jesus is the Lamb of God (John 1:29) who is “without blemish or defect” (1 Peter 1:19). The Jewish families in Egypt had four days to inspect the lamb for blemishes and defects that would disqualify it from being an acceptable sacrifice to God. During the week before His crucifixion, many different people examined Jesus in fulfillment of this Scripture, including Pilate (John 18:28, 38; 19:4-6), Herod (Luke 23:8-12), Annas (John 18:13, 24), Caiaphas (John 18: 13-14, 19-24, 28), the Centurion at Calvary (Matt. 27:54) and the repentant thief (Luke 23:39-43). In reality, He was without any defects, and the only charges brought against Him were false ones. Jesus is our Savior “who has been tempted in every way, just as we are — yet was without sin” (Heb. 4:15).

4. The lamb was to be a male (Ex. 12:5). Paul said it was through one man’s sin that sin came into the world (Rom 5:12; 1 Tim. 2:12-14). Because Adam, the first male and seed-bearer for the entire human race, sinned, so a male, Jesus, died to pay for the sin that the race of Adam inherited.

5. It is to be one lamb per household (Ex. 12:3-4). God intended to cover entire households by the saving power of the Lamb of God, and so His instructions were a lamb “for each household.” By believing in Jesus and the blood He shed, we become “fellow citizens with God’s people and members of God’s household” (Gal. 6:10; Eph. 2:19).

6. The Passover lamb was to be killed between the evenings (Ex.12:6). Biblical evenings go from sundown to sundown, or approximately 6:00 p.m. to 6:00 p.m. The Jews divided this twenty-four hour period into two twelve-hour periods. The evening goes from 6:00 p.m. to 6:00 a.m., and the morning runs from 6:00 a.m. to 6:00 p.m. Furthermore, each twelve-hour period is divided into two smaller periods. From 6:00 a.m. to noon is the morning part of the day and noon to 6:00 p.m. is the evening part of the day. The phrase “between the evenings” or “twilight” refers to the part of the day that goes from noon to 6:00 p.m., which is exactly 3:00 p.m. This would be the ninth hour of the day, counting from 6:00 a.m. Matt 27:45-50 says, “From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land. About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eloi, Eloi,  lama sabachthani?’ — which means, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ When some of those standing there heard this, they said, ‘He’s calling Elijah.’ Immediately one of them ran and got a sponge. He filled it with wine vinegar, put it on a stick, and offered it to Jesus to drink. The rest said, ‘Now leave him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to save him.'”

7. The whole assembly must kill the lamb (Ex. 12:6). Every person on earth is responsible for the death of Jesus, the Lamb of God, because Jesus died for all sinners (Rom. 3:10). Many people today continue in the erroneous and horrifying belief that the Jews killed Jesus. There are “Christians” today who refer to Jews as “Christ killers.” They forget that I killed Jesus, just as everyone on the planet did, because He died for everyone’s sin (Rom. 5:8, 12). At the time of Jesus, a whole assembly of people was involved in the death of Jesus. The four Gospels show how the Sanhedrin, the priests, the Romans, and the people of Israel all had a part in the crucifixion of Jesus, and were all partakers in shedding His blood.

8. The blood must be applied to the door (Ex. 12:7, 13). The blood was evidence that a death had taken place, because “without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness” (Heb. 9:22). What the people did with the blood was very important to God. First, they must shed the blood. This was evidence that a death had taken place. Then, they had to apply the blood, for without the application of the blood, the shedding of the blood has no effect. Next, they had to apply it to the door. Jesus stands at our door, called the human heart, and He knocks. Do we simply hear and profess that His blood was shed, or do we continue in our obedience to God by opening our life and applying His blood to the door of our heart?

9. The body of the lamb must be eaten (Ex. 12:8-10). Here we see that the lamb was to be completely eaten on the same night that the blood was shed. It was to be eaten with unleavened bread and bitter herbs, and it was not to be eaten raw or soaked in water or boiled, but roasted over a fire. The Christian must feed on the virtues of the lamb. The head, the legs and the inward parts are to be fed upon. So the believer feeds on Christ’s mind (the head), the walk of Christ (the legs) and the motives and affections of Christ (the inward parts).

10. The lamb must be eaten in haste (Ex. 12:11). There was nothing casual in the manner of those who ate the Passover lamb. They were to tuck their cloak into their belt, put sandals on their feet and keep a staff in their hands. This was a nation ready for a quick getaway. They were prepared to move and move fast. They were ready for departure.

Paul says that the believer is to have, “the belt of truth buckled around your waist . . . . with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace . . . . and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God” (Eph. 6:14-17) in our hand, ready to advance the kingdom of God. Our heart, our walk, and the power of God’s Word is to be ready in our lives as we make a quick exit from our life of bondage to sin and travel to the land God has prepared for us. God did not call us to hang out in Egypt and enjoy its produce, but to be quick in our walk out of the ways of the world and into the ways of Jesus.

11. It is the LORD’S Passover (Ex. 12:11-13, 23). With the blood applied to the doorway of their home, no Israelite had to fear being struck down by the LORD as He passed over, because death had already done its work.  The purpose of the destroyer is to pass through the land looking for people to kill. But the LORD will not permit the destroyer to “enter your houses and strike you down” (12:23) if the LORD sees the blood. This also indicates that in Christ we have passed over from death into life.

Furthermore, God’s eye was not upon the house, nor upon those people who were in the house, but upon the blood, for He said, “When I see the blood, I will pass over you” (Ex. 12:13). It didn’t matter what kind of house it was. It could have been a strong and lofty mansion, or it could have been and aged, decaying hovel. It made no difference because God is not looking at our houses or possessions or our bank account, but upon the blood! Nor was God looking at who was in the house. No ancestry, genealogy, education, title or religious history of our parents and grandparents is going to impress and influence God, because His eye is only upon the blood. That is what Jesus was referring to when He said many will try to impress Him with their works and their miracles, saying, “‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, “I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers'” (Matt. 7:22-23). He never knew them because He looked and He never saw the blood.

12. It is a memorial (Ex. 12:14; Luke 22:1, 7-8, 13-15, 19). We celebrate Passover so we may remember how God has delivered us out of our slavery to sin and into the freedom of life in the Son.

13. It was to be observed at the going down of the sun (Deut. 16:2, 6). God told the prophet Amos, “‘In that day,’ declares the Sovereign LORD, “I will make the sun go down at noon and darken the earth in broad daylight. I will turn your religious feasts into mourning and all your singing into weeping'” (Amos 8:9-10). When Jesus hung on the cross, “From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land” (Matt. 27:25), He fulfilled this commandment.

14. It was to be observed only in the place where God would put His name (Deut. 16:2, 6). The place where God put His name is Jerusalem, for 2 Kings 21:4 says, “In Jerusalem I will put my Name.“ This is the reason Jesus had to travel to Jerusalem. It was only there that the sacrifice of the Passover Lamb could take place.

15. Not a bone of the lamb was to be broken (Ex. 12:46). In order to quicken the death of a person undergoing crucifixion, the soldiers would break their legs, prohibiting the victim from standing up on the nail in their feet and expelling air from their lungs. However, when the soldiers came to Jesus, they already found Him dead and did not break his legs. Jesus was not an unruly sheep who needed discipline like the thieves crucified on each side of Him, but willingly placed His will, spirit, and life into the hands of the Father.

16. There was to be an explanation of the service (Ex. 12:25-28). Jesus also explained each part of the service to His disciples, only this time they began to see the true significance of the Passover Lamb. It also remains the responsibility of parents and the leadership of the church to explain the New Testament fulfillment of the Old Testament Passover, as it pertains both to the work of Christ on the Cross, and to the observance of the Lord’s Supper.

17. We must be circumcised to eat the Passover (Ex. 12:43-51). This included hired workers, temporary residents, and foreigners. Circumcision was a mark that both distinguished the children of Israel from the rest of the world and indicated a departure from their former way of life. In the New Testament the believer is circumcised in heart, for Paul wrote to the Romans, “a man is a Jew if he is one inwardly; and circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the written code” (2:29). The physical act of circumcision was only a black and white photograph of the spiritual circumcision that God wants us to have. Paul said, “These are a shadow of the things that were to come; the reality, however, is found in Christ” (Col 2:17).

18. The Passover was to be a sacred assembly, and no work was to be done (Ex. 12:16). As believers in the work of Christ, we must cease trying to do our own good works and rest in the finished work of Christ the Passover Lamb.

19. Egyptians were plundered at the Exodus (Ex.12:35-36). God instructed the children of Israel to ask their Egyptian masters for articles of gold and silver and clothing, and they took those items and put them to good use in their new life as God’s people. Among those items were many images of Egyptian gods and clothes used in pagan religious ceremonies. Later, we read that when God wanted to build His Tabernacle, the people gave so much that Moses had to tell them to stop giving (Ex. 36:2-7). Where did they get so much gold, silver, brass and animal skins? From the Egyptians. This was a fulfillment of God’s promise to Abraham four hundred years earlier when the Lord said, “‘Know for certain that your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own, and they will be enslaved and mistreated four hundred years.  But I will punish the nation they serve as slaves, and afterward they will come out with great possessions'” (Gen. 15:13-14).

God instructed Moses to use these possessions to construct a beautiful Tabernacle and a place of worship. God used those things that were dedicated to other deities and reformed them into something beautiful in His sight. And this is what He does for us. After Jesus fulfilled the Passover, He plundered the powers and principalities of the earth through His “exodus” from death and His triumph over sin, and now all believers may participate in the spoils won through the death of our Passover Lamb. This is what the psalmist was referring to when he said, “When you ascended on high, you led captives in your train; you received gifts from men, even from the rebellious — that you, O LORD God, might dwell there” (Ps. 68:18; Eph. 4:8). God can dwell even among the rebellious when those same rebels have turned and applied the Lamb’s blood upon the door of their hearts. He can also take our talents and possessions, which once were used to glorify Satan, and use them to glorify Himself.

This is just a brief look at the Passover that God instituted. It is wonderful to see that God, thousands of years before the event at Calvary, had the complete plan of redemption put in motion, and offered us a way to come out from our bondage to sin and enter into His promised land of rest.

The Safest Place in the World

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 24, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Community Living, Ecumenism, Faith, Forgiveness, God, Jesus, John Michael Talbot, Little Portion, monasticism, Monk, Religion, Savior, Scripture, Spirituality, St. Francis, Writing. 2 Comments

For four years I was an Assemblies of God minister and a monk with the Brothers and Sisters of Charity. The following is an excerpt from a yet-to-be-released book about my experiences. This is from the chapter on Community.

The Safest Place In The World

One of the great things about being intimately involved in a community of believers is the protection it offers its members. Our Christian communities (family, church, monastery, small group, etc.) should be the safest places in the world. We should be able to gather with like-minded sinners who are saved by grace and know we are “accepted in the Beloved” (Ephesians 1:6, NKJV). Unconditionally and totally accepted. Unfortunately, too many of our “Christian” communities reflect the sentiments of Bob Mumford, who said, “The Christian army is the only one that shoots its wounded.”

I’ve been shot in church, and I bet you have too. Living in a monastery also brought a few wounds, but for the most part, living at the Little Portion was the safest community I ever lived in, save my communal relationship with my wife, Barbara.

When I moved to the Little Portion, they didn’t expect me to arrive as a perfectly formed Christian. They understood that spiritual and character change was a process, and we even had spiritual formation classes to facilitate this development. Unfortunately, I believe we have lost this understanding in too many of our local churches. It is a fine thing to come to the altar one Sunday and, for the first time, confess the sins everybody in the congregation already knows you have. But if you show up on Wednesday and are still dealing with some issues, there will always be one self-righteous person in the audience with the gift of condemnation who will point out your flaws and convict you of worldliness for not being like them. Fortunately, Jesus didn’t come to save the ninety-nine self-righteous, but the one who knows they are lost (Luke 15:9).

I’ve never understood this attitude of familial condemnation. When I go to a hospital, I expect to see sick people. Nobody condemns them for being sick; rather, they expect them to be sick because that is why they are in the hospital. So why should I be surprised when I go to church and find sinners? I’d be more surprised if I went to a church and found nothing but perfect models of Christ-like behavior in everyone I met, because then I’d think I stumbled upon some sort of Christian science fiction version of the Stepford wives.

I didn’t always see eye to eye with community leaders on theology, ecclesiology, denominations and even musical tastes (gasp!). I created a stir at the Little Portion on more than one occasion due to my theological views, but more often due to my personality. However, John Michael Talbot, the community’s founder, never forced me to clone myself into a miniature version of himself or St. Francis in order to feel accepted. Others associated with the community tried that (I’ve even had leaders in my home church try that too!) but without success. In the four years I lived at the Little Portion, John and I had some heated discussions, I made some bonehead mistakes, he said some things that were out of line. So what? That sounds like any typical relationship. But I also knew that whatever happened between John, the community and me, I was safe with them and they were safe with me. This is why I refuse to write about any “dirty laundry” regarding Catholicism, monastic traditions, or another denomination. I simply believe that it is more important to love one another as Christ has loved us than to find some way of proving how our neighbor is wrong so we may boost our own self-righteousness. I still find it unfathomable how anyone could stand before the Throne of God and, at the same time, point an accusing finger at his or her brother or sister.

Scriptures That Bother Me — Genesis 6:22

Posted by Jim Thornber on March 19, 2009
Posted in: Christian Spirituality, Religion, Writing. Tagged: Assemblies of God, Catholic, Catholicism, Christian Spirituality, Christianity, Church, Ecumenism, Faith, Genesis, God, Hebrews, Jesus, Mark Twain, monasticism, Monk, Noah, Obedience, Religion, Scripture, Spirituality, Writing. 4 Comments

“Most people are bothered by those passages of Scripture they do not understand, but the passages that bother me are those I do understand.” — Mark Twain

I Want To Do It All

“So Noah did everything exactly as God had commanded him” – Genesis 6:22

I stumbled upon this verse while I was writing a study on Hebrews 11. Verse 7 says that Noah “obeyed God . . . and received the righteousness that comes by faith” (NLT). The Genesis account says he did everything God commanded him. It seems that Noah, even if he did have a soft spot for a nice Merlot, was still a righteous man.

This got me thinking. I wonder if anyone will quote Genesis 6:22 about me at my funeral.  “Jim did all that God commanded him.” It would also be a fitting inscription to have on my gravestone. Part of me doubts this could ever be true,  that I’ll never attain such a life of faith, for I’m well aware of my past (and current) tendencies toward sin and selfishness.

However, I will make a vital mistake if I equate faithfulness with moral perfection (and the abstinence of wine?) In order to understand there’s a difference between righteousness and moral perfection, I simply need to read the rest of Hebrews 11.  Drunkenness, deception, fits of anger, impatience, doubt, childish jealousy, paganism, adultery, murder, and pride were all traits of the people portrayed in the eleventh chapter. Still, they were all God-pleasing people because of their faith.

Does this make faithfulness an excuse for sin (“I was faithful to God in this area, so I can sin in that area . . . .”), or does it show us that in our weaknesses our faith in God still pleases Him, and His glory and power are able to shine through even a sinner such as me? Perhaps if I will spend more time focusing upon the instructions of God’s Word regarding what I do that pleases God, I may find in the fulfillment of those items less time and desire to do those things which displease Him.

I want to do it all. I want to know that at the end of my life, some friendly if mildly deceived person will say of me, “Jim did all God commanded.” Sure, Jim did a few things God didn’t command, but that can be said of every one of us. However, I want to exhibit the reckless type of faith that simply moves when God says move, go where God says to go, speak when God says speak and be silent when God says “Be silent.”

I want to focus my attention on living in complete obedience to the commands of God. Is that really too much to ask?  If the life of Noah is any indication, I don’t think it is.

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